“You don’t inspire me anymore”

Zuzia: 

You don’t inspire me anymore.  Yes, exactly, you’ve understood correctly.  

The sudden pain in my chest was, to my shock, quite paralyzing. Hmmmm, the reaction is stronger than I expected, it occured to me. The surprise on the face, the smile that got shadowed. How was it? It was hard, it still cost me some pain but the effect was the one I wanted. I had to be honest. After all, after such a disaster I evoked,  what else could I do? Suicide? I am not that melodramatical. And I still have some things to do in here.  
Her facial expression… When she realized that I cheated on her, she started to cry . She was brave, I must admit. She was desperately trying to pretend her cry was a mere sobbing.  Long term friendship we ‘ve built  like a foreign language let me understand perfecty what she was going through. I took a breath and while  grabbing my things I took a last glance of that blonde girl with whom I shared literally everything. Maybe that’s what has led us to the end. We had too much in common. Even him. Continue reading “Ines vs. Zuzia #3”

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